BACKGROUND, TESTIMONY and BIRTH of HARVEST
NET153 AFRICA
At 15 years of age, I became the
first member in my family to be born again. The Blood of Yeshua, my Saviour, cleansed
me from all my sin. My relationship with the King of Love started. So
did my journey of understanding His will, His ways and His Kingdom. Helping me on the road to discovering my purpose on earth, I received two new names from God, the first in 2000, the second in 2013. These names confirmed my true identity in the Spirit.
It took me 14 years to become Pauline. I am still in the process of becoming
Josephine. In Scripture, names often depict or prophesy the nature, character
and calling of a person. That's why Simon received the name Peter from Yeshua.
From a young age, I loved to
teach. So that’s what I did and still do most of the time ... teach and train, always with
the goal of transforming lives. I taught on floors in servant quarters and in
the dirt of squatter camps. I taught in class rooms and university lecture
halls. I taught in coffee shops and in board rooms. I taught children, I taught youth, I taught adults. I taught one on one, and I taught hundreds at a time. I was born to equip and empower
others. Over time I discovered that I have an exceptional love for the people of Africa. I see myself as a ‘mama’ of Africa.
I loved children and was looking forward to having my own. But an encounter with Abba Father in
my thirties totally changed my perspective. During a corporate worship service God
impressed on my heart that I would never have children of my own. I was so upset with God, because with all my educational training and love for children I thought I would have really
been a good mother! This narrative unfolded more when Father God impressed on my heart that ... ‘my children' would be more than
the children of the married one (Isaiah 54). I treasured this in my heart.
Life continued to be an adventurous journey with God. It led through being a Mathematics teacher and a University lecturer for many years, and then through dirty squatter camps and various disadvantaged rural areas. Many visits to different nations, countries and cultures
continuously expanded and adjusted my theology and belief systems, while God all the time was shaping in me a heart for all nations. Over
mountain tops and through valleys the way of the Lord led me, dying deaths of
various kinds (loosing friends, reputation, possessions, properties, health,
etc), even to the point of looking physical death right in the face more than
once. The trials and the tests, the forsaking of all, the joy and the pain, the purifying flame of His love, all
had its purpose ... to prepare and position me for a time such as today.
On 14 February 1999, I answered
the call of God into full-time ministry during a very unusual encounter. During a large international conference that our local church hosted, I joined those who went to the front to worship. Right
in front of the pulpit, the Spirit of God pinned me to the ground for hours. I
was lying flat on my back, in front of thousands of attendees. How
embarrassing! The message started. Someone covered me with a cloth. The well
known overseas speaker preached from Isaiah 6, ‘Whom shall I send, and who will
go for Us?’ Stuck to the ground, I
experienced a life-changing vision from God in which He called me to serve Him unconditionally. I responded that I would be willing to go anywhere and do whatever He would ask of me. During the encounter I could smell flesh burning (like a barbeque). I understood that my life was the living sacrifice that day, as I lay there being consumed on the altar of God. When they picked me up later on, I was still
so overwhelmed by God’s presence that for hours afterwards, the only words that could proceed from my lips were: ‘Yes, yes, yes ... !’ This supernatural experience with
accompanying promises from God, was etched into my spirit forever.
Ten months later, I resigned my secure position and stepped out of
the boat onto the unknown waters. It was 1st January 2000, the first
day of the new millennium. For the first time in my life I was unemployed.
Saying goodbye to the ivory towers of university lecturing and job security, I
stepped into the uncertainty of not knowing where my next cent would come from. Simultaneously I stepped into the dirt of poverty-stricken squatter camps. For the
first time I understood what it meant to be totally dependent on the Holy
Spirit. It was scary, to say the least. All I could do was cling to God and to
His personal word and promises to me received in the vision I had while being pinned to
the ground. I trusted in His love, His faithfulness, His direction and His
provision. The first test of radical obedience came when I was ‘summoned’ by God
five months later to attend a Bride of Christ conference in Canada. I had planned to clear some debts with these funds, but fortunately decided to rather obey God. The time in Canada turned out to be life-changing. My first taste of severe spiritual opposition came shortly after, when my pension funds were
unduly withheld from me for almost a year. These funds were released at the 11th
hour at the end of the 11th month, days before the bank was to repossess my property.
My ‘walking-on-water missionary
days' lasted close to 14 years. During this time I travelled extensively, both
nationally and internationally. I spent most of my time amongst
orphans and vulnerable children in rural areas. It would not be unusual for me
to leave on a 2- or 3-month journey, having merely a quarter tank of fuel in my
vehicle. God would provide as I would proceed. While playing with these little ones in the dirt, showering them with the love of Yeshua, I would wrestle with
God for national solutions to a multitude of overwhelming problems I would encounter
daily: Unimaginable levels of poverty, immorality, depravity, substance abuse, thousands of
fatherless or abusive-father households, dire needs everywhere,
many dying prematurely, multitudes of orphans, vulnerable and
abused children everywhere! From this was birthed Children's Advocate Network Africa (CANA), an accreditation system for orphan care in Africa.
My season of regular involvement
in squatter camps ended in 2013, when Father God pulled me back into more
formal education environments again. I had the privilege to work with NGO’s and
Departments of Education in various provinces in In-Service Training
programmes for Mathematics Teachers in rural areas. I call these my ‘paid missionary
days’. This season ended in 2018.
Fast forward to February 2021. It is now 21 years after I left my job at the university, and exactly – almost to
the day - 22 years since my calling, when I was pinned to the ground. The entire
world has changed. Global lockdowns started in March 2020. Masks and social
distancing became the order of the day. Fellowship is limited and almost no
travelling is allowed. Yet in the midst of all this chaos, confusion and
uncertainty, YHVH God is faithfully active and intimately engaged in the lives
of His people. Just like for many other sons and daughters, the Waymaker - Promise Keeper God
turned an uncomfortable and challenging time of restrictions into ... a
‘birthing chamber’.
Who would have imagined that a global lockdown could become God's global ‘labour ward’! Amidst unprecedented shakings
(birth pangs) upon the earth, many a holy (i.e. uncommon) ‘thing’ was birthed. New Heavenly
assignments and mandates were received, each uniquely reserved and destined for
a time exactly such as this: The beginning of the great Harvest, the final ingathering
before the end of this age.
Yeshua, our Saviour was born in The Stable around 4BC.
HARVEST NET153
AFRICA
was born
in The Shack in the year 2021.
‘On earth, as it is in Heaven ...’ (Matt 6:10)
This is the word of the LORD to Zerubbabel:
Not by
might nor by power, but by My Spirit’, says the Lord of Hosts.
(Zech 4:6)